Read it as
ambivalence: what you desire may also unsettle you.
Tarot position
Guide to reading the hopes-and-fears position without reducing a card to pure optimism or pure blockage.
Read it as
ambivalence: what you desire may also unsettle you.
Key
distinguish real aspiration, projected fear, and expectation.
Question
which part of this do I long for, and which part scares me?
This position often reveals inner tension: what you want may require transformation, surrender, or exposure, and that can also produce fear.
No. It shows that the same possibility can excite you and trigger insecurity at the same time.